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lol, cheeky git, i guess if i was welsh i would prefer the goat, u know what they say, why do the welsh shag goats on a cliff edge?..... so the goat pushes back harder. hehe. I tell you what we are all lucky to have jobs right now, i love tracker school but it will be next year at least till i return, been mainly working round the house painting and shit, Linda's ex husband decided to paint the whole house bright purple and yellow, fuckin douche bag, that whole thing was a night mare, the guy would sneak into the back garden when we where asleep and just stand outside our window, was kinda scary coz he's into his knifes, he dont do it anymore though since the divorce went through, plus i did some tracking and found out a bunch of shit about him and his previous history, a right scum bag, since then he don't come around no more in case i go to the cops. You would laugh at this, i was out of work for so long that i nearly joined the National Guard, lol, anyway it turns out that im underweight by 45lbs, because im a lanky bastard im meant to be over 200lbs, that will be the day, still i was little disappointed, but then my girlfriend freaked out and didnt want me to go anyway, so i decided to stay.
My meditations have usually been very brief, so i usually just sit outside for half an hour and practice wide angle vision, and try to focus on that with out thinking, it seems to do the trick, i dig the whole meditation thing and had some profound results at phil 1 but since then i just dont understand what im meant to do with it, i mean i feel peaceful and all after woulds, and i feel more connected to the earth, but beyond that im not sure what im meant to do. I dont know anyone so i dont do any healings or anything, so i feel like im being silly imagining this other world that i step into and what not, fuck knows, i think they need to dedicated part of the week at tracker on how to intergrate what we have learnt into our everyday lives.
You gunna be watching those live streams? oh and what every happened to your son? you said last time at tracker that you where gunna have to give him the boot out your house coz of his drug problems, did he ever sort himself out? Still working at the Prison?
hey man, great to hear from ya, im glad you sent me a message i totally forgot the web address for this site so i haven't been on here for months, Life is good, started a new job after being out of work for 6 months, I really enjoy in working for a Veterinary neurologist, we get to work on tigers, lions and a bunch other animals too, its really cool, i mainly work with the people that come in, but i should be trained in the Operating Room soon, so that will be fun, As for Tracker stuff, its on the back burner right now, in terms of the physical skills at least, im getting in to photography though so that's getting me outside more, Naturally i would like more time for tracking, but life on the front lines is less then ideal, but you do what you can, when your not doing what has to be done right? How about you man? what you been up too? getting to tracker school this year? i have to wait till next year for phil 2, which is kinda a drag, but to be honest im not ready for it, the last six months have been so chaotic im just grateful to still be here and have a roof over my head and a woman in my bed, so who's complaining lol. any way dude keep in touch, always love to hear from ya so, write more lol!!!
yeah at first i was kinda bumed out at the invitation only stuff because of the level of my physical skills, but all in all its put flame up my arse to practise more, i to am worried about being invited back, i had great success in class, but my experiences at home have not been as powerful, all i can say is ive been meditating for about 5years now, and its like going to the gym, you have to keep at it, the important thing is to let go, and surrender to what ever experience you might have and dont worry about the results to much , for in time they will speak for themselves, as your faith grows so will your experience. you know you can do it. you told me yourself you use to be able to visualize yerself flying helicopters in the army. so you know your capable, Dont be so hard on yourself this stuff isnt easy, sometimes the experience feels really real, other time i think im makeing it all up, but with regular practice and your ability to let go you will achieve consistant results, just work on one step of the meditation at a time, start by relaxing, then go from there you can do it. if you have questions just ask, maybe we can help each other.
well well well, good to run into you again old chum, i see you have a picture of my bad self(pic 10), lol, i got rid of the beard, the mrs request, so as soon as i get a new pic and get off this public computer i shall put my hansome mug on me home page. speak to soon mate. cheers!!!!
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My meditations have usually been very brief, so i usually just sit outside for half an hour and practice wide angle vision, and try to focus on that with out thinking, it seems to do the trick, i dig the whole meditation thing and had some profound results at phil 1 but since then i just dont understand what im meant to do with it, i mean i feel peaceful and all after woulds, and i feel more connected to the earth, but beyond that im not sure what im meant to do. I dont know anyone so i dont do any healings or anything, so i feel like im being silly imagining this other world that i step into and what not, fuck knows, i think they need to dedicated part of the week at tracker on how to intergrate what we have learnt into our everyday lives.
You gunna be watching those live streams? oh and what every happened to your son? you said last time at tracker that you where gunna have to give him the boot out your house coz of his drug problems, did he ever sort himself out? Still working at the Prison?